Sunday, July 31, 2005

Z

(if you still want me)
please forgive me; the crown of love: has fallen from me.

screw my mrp i've only got the conclusion left but i'm absolutely stuck. reading yarns blog definitly did not help now everything i type seems so inferior ):

siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.

my feelings are really really messy now.

actually.

all i feel is this keyboard. (lame)

siiiiiiiiiiiiighhhhh.

okay talking to matthew and everyone before that was really what tiggered this but i'm sure these feelings have been lurking within me for... very long.

hahaha wtf i sound so depressed maybe i am. or maybe i should just give up and go to telok karau i can be their new soloist now that boonhan's gone (:

three cheers for 6testsnextweek!


&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Friday, July 29, 2005

~

&maybe when i'm done with endings this can begin



According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...

<33

yup i'm super high now there're 6 tests next week, :hyperventilates:


What is your favorite;
type of weather: rainy(:
emotion: desire
thing to do on a half day: waste time!
late-night activity: sleep(:
sport: football
city: singapore?
store: world of sports/street cred(aus)

When was the last time you..
cried: aww i can't really remember.
played a sport: 2 hours ago.
laughed: HAHAHAHA(:
hugged someone: nats.
kissed someone: HAHAHAH my mother la.
felt depressed: just.
felt elated: just.
felt overworked: just.
faked sick: I NEVER.
lied: see the above.

What was the last..
word you said: thanks.
thing you ate: an ice.
song you listened to: a decade under the influence
thing you drank: ice(COUNTED!)
place you went to: home.
movie you saw: can't really remember.
movie you rented: -
concert you attended: ):

Who was the last person you..
hugged: haha probably gino(:
cried over: i donno.
kissed: mother
danced with: myself.
shared a secret with: hmmm.
had a sleepover with: HAHAHA i dont know. wayne but i dont think that counts
called: my brother ):
went to a movie with: &, &amp;amp;, &,
saw: myself.
were angry with: myself.
couldn't take your eyes off: hmmmmmmp.
obsessed over: hmmp.

Have you ever..
danced in the rain: probably.
kissed someone: on the cheek.
done drugs: -
drank alcohol: (:
slept around: HAHAHA no.
partied 'til the sun came up: yupyupyup.
had a movie marathon: nope.
gone too far on a dare: not really
spun until you were immensely dizzy: yup
taken a survey quite like this before: hahah yup you'r nothing special.

kayy enough wasting time doing stupid surveys
time to waste time blogging properly!'

training was okay. ang made us do the see-how-many-times-you-take-to-jump-from-the-end-of-the-runway-to-the-sandpit-thing.

wayne took 16 OMG. (my standard!:)

how stupid ang was punishing the sec1s for taking 20 while me and guan yu kept doing like 22+ HAHAHAHA.

okay bye!

ps. THE NEW JUMPS CAPTAIN IS CHANWEIHAO ACCORDING TO TZEXIONG BUT I COULDNT TELL IF HE WAS JOKING OR NOT):
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Monday, July 25, 2005

-

this is how my heart breaks;

so fukcing lost.
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Sunday, July 24, 2005

-

maybe when the walls are smaller;

hiiiiiiiiiii-

you know doing useless pointless and completly unacademic stuff is somehow twice as fun when youve got a fckload of undone homework to do(:

okay my uncle flew in from the US and hes staying for a week or whatever. hes okay but hes damn quiet. american! :pouts accusingly:

just ended my bloghopping spree. found TOBIASSSS!!!!!!!!!!! and lots of walaa people too haha(:

had chinese tution which was terrible, i couldnt concentrate for nuts (my mind was on something else yup)

sighhh. you know i've read somewhere people experience an unexplainable happiness before they die.
wth i'm so happy i've absolutly no idea why ):

:"(

yup all nice and gloomy

TAGS(:
aky: hmmp! i just asked the designer if she could give it to me (:
songy: noo how unfair. i support everyone that wins!
tiang: haha who are the unfair ones! you'll are meant to be the elite of the elite okay its compulsory that you'll win
spidey: aww. batman is much hunkier you know(:
xy: umm yes.
-.-: okay okay the point is that they won by a teeny bit(:

7 hours remaining

(mrp, two zhuowens, math crazyws, science puzzle, geog ws, two english compos, donation collecting)

yup i think i'll go to sleep(:
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Friday, July 22, 2005

-

okay i know i really, really really really really shouldn't be blogging at 1.52am(:

got through about 2/4 of harry potter. how stupid seriously i can't remember a thing about who likes who and etc it would be so much easier if they had just inserted a diagramme ):

yay i've just realised that my mother got a new toilet seat cover and its my FAVOURITE COLOUR(: not one bit goldish though):

okay (SHITE ITS 2) bye!(:
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Thursday, July 21, 2005

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changed my layout because i could. thanks designer(:

zheng said i blog in riddles how unfair you can understand it if you really want to! just get a dictionary and codebreaker ready

anyway, final day was obviously nice but my fourhundred was absolutly amazing crap. very obvious what went wrong la. 56.4

slept over in school. okay maybe slept is the wrong word to use because we didn't really sleep(: just played footie and bounced around in the gym until the next day :)

okay rewind;
we got c div champs as usual but ssp somehow beat stnicks by one absolutely huge point for cgirls. okay thats really, really really sad but stnicks won last year by 1 point too so. you know.

wth; i'm, still! sick' i've~ lost? my/ voice: too.

THERE IS NO MATH TEST TOMORROW okay i dont really care if there is. at the most i'll only get eight questions wrong right! :big smile:

racial harmony day was incredibly stupid but who cares I LAPPED TOR AT MONOPOLY (truely traditional game, it it) i'm so in touch with my roots okay.

and if i could be your first, real, heartache;

bye!
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Tuesday, July 19, 2005

-

and if im talking,
my words are mocking;

finally.

okay i really, really really really can't imagine whats going to happen tomorrow.

i'm still sick (ALF) and i've no idea what leg i'm running):

sighh i think it'll be a lot better for everyone if i don't run at all ):

fcccccccccccccccccccccccckk ): ):
of all times why now.

aww wth screw my immune system

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE<33
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Monday, July 18, 2005

~

make it special;for a loved one,for a stranger
this is subtle,hard to come by
extraodinary thing.

aqualung!(:

bloody eval dual duck, only two people have haflbloodprince and they have such long waiting lists):

okay played court, (suprise!!!)
scored six, (rendered speechless!!!)
probably failed chi test. (astonished blown away taken aback!!!)

eval, dual, duck.

junyang's team are quite good now, they play flowing football!

aww nevermind our unique brand of push and run and push and shoot and push and pass is still beter, methinks.

HMMM theres lots of homework but nothing too urgent,
(HAHAHAHAHAHA. NOTHING TOO URGENT):

bye!

oh okay congrats to everyone that won, especially YUWEI!!!!!!!!!<33>
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Friday, July 15, 2005

~

she couldn't scream while i held her close;
(i swore i'de never let her go)

yupp so i got 2nd (despite gail's disturbances!) , what a waste of all the pessimism i put in.

pb!(:1286<3

aww you know wei hao was very put off that his record was broken so fast(:
HAHAHA

(yesterday)
yujin: aran! 4 by 4?
me: yup!
yujin: WHATTT no seriously i was just joking!

HMMMMPF):

oww the inner and bottom part of my thighs are sosososo sore,

okay good luck for the final day everyone(:

dom the dominator liesss;

but i'm a beggar, and a chooser;
accused&accuser//

but nothing's unconditional.
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Tuesday, July 12, 2005

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okay i just bathed and managed to soap my tongue (ITS NOT MY FAULT I WAS THINKING OF SOMETHING ELSE), how yummy!

qualified.

byee! okay i really have no idea why i'm in such a good mood (:
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Monday, July 11, 2005

-

>amen(AMEN).

you know if someone told me yesterday that i'de jump fivenine and get third i would have been okay with it;

but today it just seems so usless& so pathetic& so unfufulling,

and there is no next year or the year after because i'll never

never,

be able to keep up with matthew& vincent& dickson,

how incredibly heartbreaking.

aww what the hell i dont care after this nationals i'm going to train and train and train and even if i cant beat matthew at least i wont get eaten (like today);

but the most painful part is that i'll (probably) never get to see her again (at least not properly)

and so i fall, i’ll let my heartbeat drop//
i falter as the music stops& you watch me as i stall.
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


Sunday, July 10, 2005

~

&if you would be my punk rock princess,

hahaha hii blog! i know i havnt blogged in like a month & i know ive deleted all my posts &tags and i know this is a bad time to blog but,

you know.

okay in no chronological order;

-saw samuel at cine walking out from the neoprint place with someone at his side HAHAHA he looked so... flattish... when he saw me HAHAHA samuel you dieeee(:

-qualified for long,

-chengy didnt ><

okay nevermind make up the rest i've got to go,

tomorrow's long finals and matthew is still alive,

bye):

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE~ (except you know who:)
&you could be my heroin;;the end:


testing~
&you could be my heroin;;the end: